Possibly The Last

Ok..... I don't know how to tell you this but.... here's my story.... hope this will explain all...
At the starting in the year i was a good boy (yes really) i did my homework, listened in class and stuff like that :D (yes a nerd)

Well that was until mid year, i started going cc and everything. ponteng this ponteng that (sometimes even school) yes i was proud of it then.... until i thought that doing good gets you screwed.... so i started treating my parents badly.... doing MORE bad stuff....And yeah ignoring sutdies....

All that was happening untill i lost my phone.... which i thought was like a punishement for all those bad things i did.... but i tried to changed.. but i didn't.... i told myself " 1 last time i ponteng... just 1 last time!" so i ponteng my tution for the last time, which was before the raya holiday, and what luck! i got caught! well almost... teacher couldn't find my number so I'm not sure what happened... but my parents didn't know... so for 2 weeks I've been freaking out... not knowing wad will happen when i go back. I tried to be better in those 2 weeks... ACTUALLY studying... not going to cc anymore... being good to my parents... I even said sorry to them for treating them badly.... today is friday morning.. my faith will be dicided tonight... on friday night... if i get caught I'll be grounded forever.. this could Possibly Be The Last post ever... I know you might not care bout this... but i'm telling anyway... On thursaday night, my mother bought me subway, which is really expensive.. i was like I've done so many bad things... yet she still loves me and does this... i must be so very evil... i cherished that peice of sandwhich... that will be my last good meal ever... I just wished i could turn back the clock and never do all this... but it's too late.... I can only pray and hope... i'm not proud of wad i did so pls... never speak about this.. especially to me..

P.S: even if i don't get caught.. I'll probaby be studying si no past :p